I am signed off work at the moment, I put a post on here yesterday, but took it down as although I felt better for writing it, having it on the interweb probably wasn’t a good idea. However, if you want me to email it to you – then please let me know and I will do.
I have been having so many conversations with one guy at work, people are going to start thinking we’re having an affair. However, we are not, we just miss each other terribly. Sad isn’t it, not being able to toddle down to see each other in the office when I deliver the mail or whatever, or when he comes up to the front of the office to get a drink, we are pining for each other. I’ve talked about my buddy at work on here before, but it is only now that I am out the office we have truly discovered the depths of our friendship.
One of the reasons I am struggling is that my support network, or at least the majority of them, are in the UK. Some of them are also going through shit at the moment, and I am conscious of that so don’t want to add to their burden. So when you find someone you feel comfortable in your skin with, as I do with him, you tend to gravitate towards them. It doesn’t help that we make each other laugh, so hard we can be crying with the giggles, and when you are struggling with work, laughing keeps you going.
I’ve also been told that I need to get out and walk for a minimum of an hour, every day, every morning. This is in addition to the yoga. Which as I fell over and wrecked my knee I have been missing, and missing sorely; mind, body and soul. Tomorrow I am back for the 9:30 class and I can’t wait. While I haven’t had a breakdown, I am clinically depressed, she is optimistic I will soon be back to normal, as long as I am given the space and room to get my head back together. So if you are waiting for an email from me, I apologise. I am working on catching up with my correspondence this week. But don’t nag me, I am liable to tell you where to put it at the moment.